I'm so tired. I've been looking for a job for a few months now. Now is the time since Summer is coming up. I worked for a weekend as a security guard last week. I was so happy, I thought I found the perfect job. I could write, read, play games, and all I had to do was wand people as they passed by. I got paid 9.75 and hour! Even if all I had to do for 12 hours was sit there I was still happy.
I was so happy, that I went out and bought a full priced game, something I haven't been able to do since Christmas. But I just ended up wasting money. I was told Tuesday that the job wasn't going to continue so I basically spent half my paycheck. They weren't even games I really wanted. Talk about putting your eggs into one basket.
Now I'm looking at a job that will have me cleaning toilets late at night at Walmart. How is it that an autistic person who got a degree is working these kind of jobs? Maybe I'm just lazy since I don't want to work full time. I want a job but I want to have fun too. I dunno, maybe I should do something else. I wish I still had that security job. I really enjoyed it.
