New Jobs and Dwelling

I need to get around to chronicling my efforts while working as a security guard but for now I wanted to talk about something else.
Whenever I start to think about something I do something that I call "Dwelling." It's where I stare off into space for a while. Mom says that some people think that autistic people are doing this because of seizures but from what I can tell I'm just in my own mind. I just don't want to go out and explore something else because the darkness and familiarity is safer.
 I've started looking for new jobs but nothing has come out yet. I want to be a game designer not a stupid security guard. It's hard to look for jobs when you feel like you aren't going where you want to go. Maybe now isn't a good time to write...feeling a little blue.

Animal crossing

Sometimes I wish getting money could be easy as it is in Animal Crossing. Just sell fish, bugs and fruit to get money and you can pay for your house. That being said, who the heck is buying these things? Is there some weird collector outside of my town that likes this stuff?